hello...is there anybody out there

just smile if you can hear me......
Someone once told me "when will people learn that blogs are not meant to be a pesonal diary"
That's when I stopped writing a pesonal view of life as I know it.
Today, the cycle has broken. There is somone out there who can relate to me, I feel it. This thanksgiving was about the most bizarre ever. Don't believe me? listen up. I cooked a 12 lb turkey, french onion soup, salad, rolls, zuchinni, sweet potatoes, potatoes, homeade pumpkin and apple pie with NO ONE to share it with. Do men appreciate a woman who can cook pie from scratch? Obviously not. There will be more of this story to come, but I have had 3/4 a bottle of wine alone and that's all I can write right now. If your 42+ and a male, I'd love to talk. There is so something I am missing.