power from an empty finger

I fell asleep last night wondering when the last time a roll (in the hay)was so awful, and woke up wondering why someone else got jewerly for christmas and i got books. At a moment of weakness when I heard my son awake down the hall I quick tossed my wedding rings into the back pocket of my jeans. I have 2 rings I wear on my left index finger. One ring is a band bought from K-mart the day we shared vows. The other ring is a diamond he bought off e-bay for 100.00(I know, I found a letter from the woman he bought it from). Somehow it gives me strength of independance when I remove them. By removing them my rush of emotion was stopped. No tears, no fear, no regret. they are on my right hand now, along with the purple heart my two older children bought for me about 6 yrs ago.